Dear Jesus,
Thank
you for the blessing of another day. I think of the young people, my age, who
have died recently and imagine the thought of not spending one more day here on
Earth. I know that one day in your courts is better than 1000 elsewhere, but I
also feel there is much unfinished work for me to do here. I feel that if today
was my last day, I would have let You down. Therefore, I am thankful that I get
another chance to honor you. Lord, sometimes it is hard for me to honor You
everyday. Not that I don’t reverence You, but I believe that honoring You would
consist of some outward act. Something that shows someone else a little bit of
Your love. Maybe I’m actually thinking of a different word if I need to have an
outward showing. Anyway, even if I touch somebody in person, or through the
Internet, I want to be sure that I’m leaving a little piece of You behind. I
think that is mandatory for me to do each day, so I will be working on that.
As far
as finishing my work here, I don’t feel that I am 100% sure about my actual
purpose in life – the purpose You have for me, but I think I have some clues as
to the direction I should be going in. I think that You put a teaching spirit
in me and I've realized that since I was a child so I believe that whatever my
ultimate goal in life is, You would definitely have me be a teacher of some
sort. I’m not absolutely sure if that means a school teacher, a Sunday School
teacher, just continuing to teach bible studies, or something entirely
different. I guess the next step is to work toward that end and see what
develops.
Thank
You for this time, thank You for listening, thank You for allowing me to speak
to you. I love You.
In Your
Name, amen. J
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